That's how I feel right now. My wireless triggers (Cactus V4's) suck, but I can't afford better ones. I can't decide rather to upgrade to a faster lens or CS5. And then I think of all this money I could save if I just quit. I mean, I have a job. Photography isn't my job. It never will be. It is simply a hobby. Just wondering if anyone else goes through this and how do you get through it?