It's been over ten years since we have talked, Hell, I have not even looked at him in ten years. I was hoping I would feel better, truth is I feel even worse now. I'm dealing with some personal issues and I wanted some advice from someone I knew had experience in this sort of ****. But now I am beginning to wonder if that was the right thing to do. There is a reason we have not spoke for so long, what's more is now really an appropriate time to reintroduce communications with him? As I sit here typing I am thinking about my reason for calling him and feeling it is not right, but is it important enough to continue despite?