First things first, I have respect for those who can cook meals, because I'm no good at it at all! So I work at a fishing resort, and as a gift, I get two trout. "Cool!" I think, I'll be able to cook them up! So I get them home and open the bag, and they have not been filleted. I don't know how to fillet a trout, so I'm searching on the internet on how to. I get my knife out (a steak knife, which sucks for cutting a fish), and follow the instructions, and end up with two fish that are in pieces of meat and bone. I totally screwed it up, past ANY point of repair. So now, I will go to Subway tonight Then to top it off, I found a video on Youtube on how to clean a fish, and found out I was doing it backwards. I didn't feel bad for not knowing how, but now these poor fish gave their life for nothing... Which goes against EVERYTHING I stand for (I hardly eat meat, but in this case I took it cause no one else wanted it). Anyway, I don't know if this is a rant or not, but I feel miserable. And hungry.