So I'm sorta down right now. I'm about halfway though a 5th of spiced rum and feeling depressed. I have reason to be depressed. I'm 21 and a half and I have never had a girlfriend. I have never even had a vbest friend. Its hard gforme to make friends/ Even though Im in a fraternity i have never been laid. So I wish I had skitsofrenia. I wish I had skitsofrenia so I would have a girlfriend. Even if she is not real, she would be real to me. well, I'm going to pass out. I'm just tired of being alone.