aprilraven
TPF Noob!
maybe we should change your name to slayer....( you kill us...!!)
nah, i like chiller....btw... i started writing this...and i am gonna put it here, cause i thought of me wandering a cemetary...
i hope you dont mind chiller....but this kinda came out...
* if you only knew that there were times that i get real deep in a fantasy.
that i dream of your voice in my ear as we hug...that i see you standing over me...i can hear your heart beat thumping hard to a beat with mine....and feel your breath against my cheek...
i know how your face will feel beneath my questing hand...and your shoulders under my head. i imagine your grip on my arms as you pull me up to your lips, and the way my heart will quiver, almost stop when i kiss you. yes, i have thought thru the most initmate part of a relationship with you...and it makes me weak kneed...and in want of more.
and yet, i have never touched you. never had the pleasure of your company. never looked into your eyes.
i sit at your grave..walk by your final resting place, knowing that it is the closest i will get to you lying prone in front of me...
we never got to meet. not personally.
but i knew you. i watched you. i felt you, and in my mind, you were MINE. in my heart, YOU were MINE.. so everyday, i come here to leave you a rose and the thought of what could have been.... if only...
if only i had talked to you....
nah, i like chiller....btw... i started writing this...and i am gonna put it here, cause i thought of me wandering a cemetary...
i hope you dont mind chiller....but this kinda came out...
* if you only knew that there were times that i get real deep in a fantasy.
that i dream of your voice in my ear as we hug...that i see you standing over me...i can hear your heart beat thumping hard to a beat with mine....and feel your breath against my cheek...
i know how your face will feel beneath my questing hand...and your shoulders under my head. i imagine your grip on my arms as you pull me up to your lips, and the way my heart will quiver, almost stop when i kiss you. yes, i have thought thru the most initmate part of a relationship with you...and it makes me weak kneed...and in want of more.
and yet, i have never touched you. never had the pleasure of your company. never looked into your eyes.
i sit at your grave..walk by your final resting place, knowing that it is the closest i will get to you lying prone in front of me...
we never got to meet. not personally.
but i knew you. i watched you. i felt you, and in my mind, you were MINE. in my heart, YOU were MINE.. so everyday, i come here to leave you a rose and the thought of what could have been.... if only...
if only i had talked to you....