Ok this is my own .... I cant find my journal tonight ....for the stuff I want to put in but this and the other poem (above this thread) will do for now .... Marionette Show You finally let my heart go. Untied our strings ... now I was dirty from my fall You dropped me right in the mud ... you know... But .... look at me now Standing in the pouring rain Tendils of soaking hair curving down my bare back drowning ivy Sparkling clean new girl Lipstick smeared down my chin , ha.. they must wonder whose blood I've been sucking. Oh I've been sick over you This hazy year gone by. Your virus , eating my core. As I sat .. in the pain-lit dark Contemplated... What went wrong, if it was me or you ? Waiting for this curse to abate. Trying... not to hate as you wound my strings tightly and yanked your lips moving to my ear and murmuring " Baby.. your dance , I once loved... It bores me today... But remain on your shelf in my absence While I wander off and play never forget you're mine... my darling marionette no one loves you more then I.." Now... this last blow... you've bought me to my knees again in this smoky , loud disco With that apathetic girl clinging to your side. My mouth fallen open in Incomprehension. I'm fed the bitter medicine and through the sting , I suddenly ...finally feel good and light again I'm walkin in the rain , the dirts washing down Sparkling clean new girl.