I'm battling with the worst act of selfishness I think I've ever had too. Last night a friend, who I would marry(I don't say that lightly either) in a heartbeat, told me that things with her boyfriend aren't the same as they used to be because she has some 'feelings' for me. While in one breath I'm overjoyed in with the possibility of a relationship with this person, i'm torn because her boyfriend isn't just a friend of mine, but deserves someone like her. And while I too deserve someone like her, It shouldn't actually be her.....or should it? Worst and best feeling in the world.