what should I do?

[Jus7 A Phas3]

So I was loading a roll of porta into the TLR and it was giving he a hard time and i finaly got it to the start point so i closed the back and before I did the paper was yellow just like its supposed to be of course, but then i started winding it and it was really hard and it was still on zero and i felt like i was gonna break off my crank so i opend the back up again and the paper was white and then i pushed the film in real fast and when i closed it easly wound to one. So I am wondering if i exposed all the film by doing that of if there is pictures or should I just throw the film away because all the pictures are exposed. thanks

 

[tirediron]

Chances are the images near the end of the roll might be okay, but I'm guessing the first ones will be shot. Unless you're really budget constricted, I'd bin the roll and start again. Before you throw it out though, use it to practice loading, and know exactly where you have to put the leader, the casette, etc to get them to load smoothly.