Ballistics said:
See what I mean Lightspeed? First she says I'm sexually attractive and then tells me that I can't do literally the exact same thing she said she couldn't do herself. When will the madness end? She's nuts.
Again Balls you desire to flatter yourself. I saw your self portrait and no, Thank You. No thank you at all...
But getting back to meaningful photography... Review any or all of Carlos 58 images and then by virtue of simply looking you will have had the benefit of seeing the high bar and what to strive for.
If you want mediocre, then you can easily have it. If you want to achieve and execute, then accept the insight to that pathway and build on it.
If you want a fan club... You have a few groupies for your dead end.