After a "model" flaked on me this evening, this on the tale of me not feeling too motivated or creative lately, I just feel ready to throw in the towel. All of this has got me questioning why I do this. Why does it seem that everyone takes advantage of everyone and no has any professionalism or respect for others. I am grateful for my self ports because they help me learn, but I feel i can really branch out shooting others. But everyone, especially the shallow, self absorbed "models" I seem to come across, really just want to screw you over and get something for free. Its frustrating. And frankly, its more stressful than my day job, which if any of you know what I do, thats saying a lot! The more I get involved with these "models" the more I hate photography because its turning into a JOB now, when before it was more fun and a hobby. Now it feels like work. So Do I have ideas (which hopefully ideas will come back to me, cuz at the moment im fresh out) and not have any way of shooting them? Or work with people who simple annoy me and take all the fun out of it anyway? Im stuck in the middle. Sorry for the rant! But I had to get it all out!