a good question is why do large cameras 'give' people anxiety?
i had the problem of being afraid to take public photos, still do to some extent although not as much as i used to...
but if given a small digital, or a compact 35, i'll go blitzing
hell, several weeks ago all my clothes were in the washer & dryer, it was in the low 60's on a saturday morning, and i felt like a burrito would be nice... so i walked down the street to a burrito place near the riverfront in downtown Chattanooga, across the street from the aquarium so there were tourists, in swimming trunks, sandles, a t-shirt, raggedy hair + my overgrown beard, and a dress jacket... but i didn't care despite having a million eyes looking at me...