With
@Gary A. and
@RowdyRay 's tips to help, my first brisket was quite edible today. It took me a little while to dial in the smoker temps, but I only burned half the fuel I loaded in the 8 or so hours I had the smoker running. I think a little less salt and a little less cayenne in the rub, and perhaps a tighter wrap during the crutch next time. I'll be roasting a chicken tomorrow...that's much more within my comfort level.
I've been really down on photography stuff (well, and a lot of other things too ) recently, and way more anxious about things than I should be. It's been a year since I found out I'd been laid off (with my wife pregnant and the like). I haven't really been right since, and I'm just now figuring it out. I'm supposed to find out my teaching assignment for next year on Monday, and I've been freaking out about it, even though I don't care where I teach. I feel like the rug is just going to be pulled out from underneath me. For the first time in my life, I've realized that I don't have to fight through the stuff I'm feeling alone. My wife has been really supportive, and I'm calling for additional help on Monday.
As part of that, I'm sad that I'm not taking as many photos of Jack as I did of Tegan, but I just haven't felt like it. Thank god for my wife and her cell phone. Here are a few from the last couple weeks that I've finally gotten around to editing. Maybe more will come soon.
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