So, most of you know that I have back issues that ebb and flow in the pain level, and keep me from hiking around with my camera gear like I used to.

Over the summer it's gotten worse, so I finally went back to see my spine guy (not the chiropractor), who ordered a new round of x-rays. He tells me the scoliosis has gotten worse, and showed me side by side x-rays. It was both freaky and depressing to see it onscreen - so objective, just sitting there being scoliosis. He lectured me on exercise (bite me, brother - I'm a 200-hour certified yoga instructor, I know the moves), and then we discussed treatment.
Anyway, I came home upset and ticked off. Found myself a couple hours later with my sketch pad in front of me, and drew this:
That's my pain demon - in control of me. My husband said it was a dark and depressing sketch - I thanked him.

Went ahead and re-sketched it on Arches oil paper and made an oil pastel painting from it:
The first time I addressed my so-called pain demon, it was a couple years ago in this painting:
And just recently, I did this one, modifying the demon a little bit for a more geometric interpretation. I've stood and painted while my back is killing me and wondered if it ever showed, so I tried to express the correlation in this one.
I've read about recurring subjects in artist paintings, or symbols. Without really thinking about it, I seem to have developed this theme of the pain demon popping up and getting me to paint it. Bastard.
I think I'll paint some flowers next.