Yes, unfortunately I am. Too many cops are in it for the badge and gun. A rare few REALLY care about what they do.
Some are out of control as well.Not to long ago two officers where arraigned for shooting in the air outside a bar not far from where I live. I would say drinking had everything to do with this.
Two New Haven police officers arraigned following shooting incident at bar- The New Haven Register - Serving New Haven, Connecticut
Oh yes, no doubt about it. There are a lot of them out of control. With the authority comes the responsibility to make the right calls and be an example to the community that you serve .. far too many don't take that to heart and I wish that wasn't the case.
In my position, I have the opportunity to do a lot of good, to help people who genuinely need help.. or to do a lot of harm and potentially put other people in danger.
I'm constantly aware of that and every action I take is considered .. can I pursue this guy down the road without killing someone going home from work? Can I use my weapon without hitting a bystander? Is this guy driving like mad because he's an ass, or does he have a real emergency and is in need of help?
Every choice I make has the potential to help or harm.. and I never want to be the reason someone gets hurt.