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Y'know, by the time the readings were over, I was so punchy that I couldn't help but laugh at the whole thing. At one point, our receptionist just looked at me and said, "And what the hell happened to your hair?" I just couldn't stop laughing. Apparently my hair looked good before I started reading and then afterwards, all the hair pulling and clutching and propping up of my head in my hands had ruined my 'do
Kudos to you for being able to do that job without going postal. The little bit of teaching I did many years ago was at times very aggravating, even though it was only part-time, and I can't imagine what would have happened if I had to do it for an extended period of time.
It's funny - I think I might go crazy if I don't get to do it for too long.
Both my "desk" jobs (the admin at school and the paralegal job) are ones that I tolerate for the moment. I regularly feel trapped and there are often moments when I just have to leave for a few minutes and take a walk or something because I would start screaming if I didn't get out of there. If these were my only jobs, I'd have totally given up by now. I'd probably be drinking and smoking like crazy because I just wouldn't care about self-destructing.
Teaching is different. As much as I bang my head against the desk when I'm grading or sometimes fielding aggravating emails from students, when I am actually in the classroom, it all falls away. I almost never feel bored or trapped. Some days I might be tired or not in the mood and so I start the class watching the clock and wanting it to be over, but I tell you, within the first 10 minutes, I become so immersed in what we're doing that I don't notice the clock anymore until suddenly it's time to stop. And when I've had a really good class, I'm on cloud 9 for days.