This is what I think. I would like to give you the benefit of the doubt and and applaud your creative instincts despite the fact that they run contrary to my own artistic sensibilities.
The sticking point I have most times with your work is that the photography undeneath the over-the-top processing (what can still be seen) seems to be lacking in basic photographic technique - focus, exposure, and composition. Your time would be better spent on these things - but you've been told this many times. The truth is, your PP efforts would get much better results if you started with a better image.