My brain is somewhat numb to inspiration in the context of conceptualizing photos based off of the media of others. Some of it is because much of the stuff is out of my league (because of skill and/or resources), but it's also because I'm trying to steer away from being too blatantly derivative.
"This very specific concept has been done to death, but I'm going to do it anyway because it'll get me lots of likes on Facebook, but psssst don't tell anyone because I'm going to act like it's because of my brilliant, creative mind hahahahahaHAHAHAHA please like me."
No thanks.
The only problem with this when you're not very naturally creative is that most of the stuff you produce is very uninspiring within itself. So instead of feeling like I'm conquering my own insecurities about my worth as a photographer by doing something that I think is unique to the current photographic climate, I end up creating **** so painfully bland and seemingly uninspired that I question why I'm even doing it.
So I guess what I'm saying is that my drive and inspiration come from the constant existential anxiety that I place on myself.
And I don't mean that as something positive.
edited to shorten and because my language was horrid.
huh. Are you attempting to go pro is that why the stress? I dont really think too much about it. I could be on the opposite side of the spectrum as you.
I just kind of do what I do? I usually have a camera with me.
concentrate mostly on family pics, local area. Pretty straight forward these are my most valuable (though simple and boring pics) valuable to me?
I would wonder why with such anxiety you even want to do this ? And if you are trying to be unique why you cant just be yourself? Instead of worrying about justifying you just be you? Or justifying your photography just do what you want? Instead of trying to be something else?