I've seen probably 20 people like you "come and go" on this forum over the years... 20 I've noticed, anyway.
The process is always about the same...
1. Join up, say hello.
2. Post some pictures.
3. Storm around and try to tell people that their critique is wrong, their approach is wrong, how dare they, etc.
4. Try to calm the entire thing down, which usually amounts to trying to put out a fire with gasoline. (you should like that analogy) ;-)
5. The apologize/plea post, which is kinda really neither.
Usually 6 and beyond follow a few different patterns, depending on the person.
It's often some combination of...
Choose one from this group:
a> Quitter - you're going to leave the forum
b> The Rock - you're going to stay and stick it out
And one from this group:
a> The Dozer - you're not backing down (even if you're quitting), you've said your piece and you're standing by it.
b> The Reborn Pacifist - Can't we all be friends? We're all just photographers here to learn from each other, right?
c> The Penitent - You've realized how very wrong you were, have your tail between your legs, and your head bowed low
d> The Faker - You've realized how very wrong we think you were, and you don't really agree, but you're gonna make like you do in the hopes that it will all blow over eventually.
And one from this group:
a> The Shadow - You've decided it's best to fade into the background so as not to bring too much attention to yourself.
b> The Brazen - Damn your past, you're here and you're here to stay. You shall post with a fury figuring that whatever you post now will eventually dillute what you posted previously.
It's always interesting to watch.
I watch you with interest now.
