It"s 4:00 am here. That time when worries are magnified.
Laid off and put on a two day a week contract due to COVID, offered a new job with a new company in a different countty.
During the day this is an exciting adventure, with a good company and the chance to experience (another) new culture ...... I'm experienced in my niche area, it's a good employer, a more developed country - what could go wrong.
At 4:00 am; I'm leaving my friends (again), having to learn a new language (again) and due to COVID it's a solo, one-way trip with no chance of return to a place I know and enjoy, fot an unknown length of time. Everything in my world will be different in less than a month.
Sleep may not happen for a while longer tonight.