I'm terrible at meditation! I enjoy guided meditations, but I've never really been able to do it on my own. I haven't done it nearly enough since I got rid of my iPhone (I used to listen to meditation podcasts every night) do you have any resources/advice you can recommend? It's definitely something I've been putting off starting up again.
How can you be terrible in something you were born in? Meditation is for mind what sitting is for legs!
You really just have to sit, observe and follow your breath (not controlling it as in yoga, just OBSERVE, be aware of it, look at it). As soon as your thoughts come in...just observe them. Be aware of them. You think of you need to go out and buy food for the cat? ok, observe that you had this thought. And let it go, don't force it away. Just let it go. Observe your thoughts and let them go as images on a movie screen...or better, as clouds in the sky. If you fall in your thoughts and got involved in them...just return to your breath. Be AWARE. This is meditation as it's been tought to me.
Resources? Bodian Stephan, "Meditation for dummies". Osho, "The Orange Book". All the videos you can find on youtube from Osho.
One of my dream in 2015 is to make the 10 days Vypassana retirement.