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In short, I'm exhausted.
I won't go into detail because you probably don't care to read my babbling on about my crap, so all I'll say is that I've been pushing myself really hard this semester to get things moving in a better direction than they've been heading for the past few years. I knew it was going to be hard and I am not complaining about my workload. I know I loaded my plate and I just have to deal with it. And normally that's just what I do: just put my head down and plow on through until it's done. That's how I am.
But every once in a while, some unwanted things fall on my plate and make things harder than they need to be. And sometimes, it can feel like I'm spinning my wheels because I've been busting my ass but still not seeing results. It can be disheartening. Intellectually, I know that I just have to keep grinding on and eventually things will get better or at least ease up. Emotionally, however, I need to come up for air every once in a while, let out a tiny bit of primal screaming, and then go back under.
As of 1:30 this afternoon when I dismissed my Saturday class, I can finally start Spring Break, and so this is my chance to catch my breath, vent a little, and then sleep for the better part of next week. Hopefully I'll manage to pick up a camera, too, since I've barely shot anything since January. It's starting to piss me off.
And speaking of pictures...
Loving the OM-2, pixmedic!
So what do y'all do when you need to recharge in the middle of a tough patch?
I won't go into detail because you probably don't care to read my babbling on about my crap, so all I'll say is that I've been pushing myself really hard this semester to get things moving in a better direction than they've been heading for the past few years. I knew it was going to be hard and I am not complaining about my workload. I know I loaded my plate and I just have to deal with it. And normally that's just what I do: just put my head down and plow on through until it's done. That's how I am.
But every once in a while, some unwanted things fall on my plate and make things harder than they need to be. And sometimes, it can feel like I'm spinning my wheels because I've been busting my ass but still not seeing results. It can be disheartening. Intellectually, I know that I just have to keep grinding on and eventually things will get better or at least ease up. Emotionally, however, I need to come up for air every once in a while, let out a tiny bit of primal screaming, and then go back under.
As of 1:30 this afternoon when I dismissed my Saturday class, I can finally start Spring Break, and so this is my chance to catch my breath, vent a little, and then sleep for the better part of next week. Hopefully I'll manage to pick up a camera, too, since I've barely shot anything since January. It's starting to piss me off.
And speaking of pictures...
Loving the OM-2, pixmedic!
So what do y'all do when you need to recharge in the middle of a tough patch?